When
I think of asthma in my life, I have two distinct impressions
of it - my life with asthma as a kid and asthma as an adult.
When I was diagnosed with asthma I was
around 8 years of age. Suddenly everything had to
change, blanket for duvets (which I much preferred anyway!),
hypoallergenic pillows instead of feather filled, dust
free zones, and goat's milk which I had a huge aversion
to, particularly the powdered variety when the fresh milk
was not to be found! Another change I remember occurred
in school.
I was suddenly
"different" because I had asthma. I was the only
kid in school with it at the time- it was the 70's! I
was also made feel different then too, as everyday t the
same time I had to take my 2 inhalers, leaving 5 minutes
between each one - one tasted of soap, the other was slightly
sweet. I used to do this in the school toilets rather then
at my desk which I am sure is the case now. The other
kids always wanted know what was in my little bag which
I used to carry my inhalers in. For some reason I felt
embarrassed about it and wouldn’t tell them. This
passed, and over time it wasn’t such a big deal anymore.
Those days are far behind me. I
was one of the lucky ones and I still am. As long
as I didn’t run too much or laugh too much or get myself
into a dusty situation, I would be fine. It’s still
the same today. But I do everything I can to control
it. I know my limitations but I am amazed at how
much I can achieve and I certainly have achieved a lot
between travelling, glacier trekking, mountaineering, tree
hopping, cycling, walking, parachuting, paragliding, white
water rafting and snorkelling. Whenever I find myself
getting out of breath I slow down, and make myself breathe
really slowly and consistently until I get my breath back
and any pain subsides. Only then, if I need to, I
use my inhaler.
There are tow things I want to master thought and these are
my challenges for the future - run more without getting so
out of breath and scuba dive. And I will do both, because
I feel, that asthma can be controlled and you can live your
life without limits as long as you take good care. Laughing
is a whole other matter! You have to laugh, so I don't mind
if that gets me out of breath! The hardest thing about
asthma for me... is spelling it! |